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this honestly isnt my best but i really felt like sharing this one real quick just cause. im pretty happy with the response i got from facebook just maybe not youtube worthy.. though im uploading something right now (:
i wrote this one a bit more than a week ago basically describing every change that is bound to happen in my life and my feelings towards it. school, work and music. i'm terrified but at the same time soo ready. going into school for practically trying to become a famous artist is a scary step for me. it's something i know i definitely want but the fear of taking every risk and completely blowing it scares the shit outta me. but im just gonna do it anyways. im gonna do it no matter what anyone may say. and im gonna do it cause i know it's what i want. like the little mermaid, knowing there was so much more than the sea, and though others tried to convince her otherwise, she still went and feared, learned, and grew as a person by doing so. so here's to her and all those who can relate! just.. DO IT (cause i know you're the only one reading this so imma reference you)

I AM SHAKING

from anticipation and temptation of seeing this music video of ours. yes it is up secretly somewhere and i have it downloaded in my computer but xylk's at orientation and I'm just here at home waiting for my shift, then will be there, waiting for my shift to end (which isn't till close) so that i can rush home to watch this damn video we've been waiting for all summer... even though i could watch it now which is why i am very tempted. xylk, if you're reading this i will kick you several times in the balls until they fall off and make you eat them if you watch the video while im at work cause im waiting too and dying as badly as you. AHH i can't wait. just looking at the thumbnail for the video looks awesome! ehehehehe!

I've been convinced

i want an Australian twin..damn.

clocks and red lips

I feel bad about not updating BUUT ! took a few days off this week so imma updade on all my little adventures from summer. (i say little cause there barely were any cause of work ): but first, to clean up my room for some renovating that will hopefully happen SOON ! and CNE tomorrow (:

nerf steez

 nerf war with jamie and jayare. it was quite epic. that is all.

Sad worklife

The reason for my MIAness :(

Cookies and cream oreo cheesecake kisses

Ingredients: makes around 24 large ones

 crush/blend the oreos finely

 save some crumbs aside for later (i dunno why i used a ziploc)

 put the cream cheese in a bowl

 mix together with the crumbs

 make into balls on a sheet and refrigerate

 after refrigerating, it'll be easier to shape

 

 melt the white chocolate with the crumbs you set aside

 mix em together

 coat the kisses, refrigerate

 cut pieces of foil and cut out msgs on small sheets of paper

 i added golden oreos to the bottom on some

 wrap up and enjoy! (: